While I strive to live more naturally and justly, I often find it difficult and overwhelming. I have a long ways to go, but I am slowly taking steps in that direction. When a friend recently wrote her top 10 "clean, green, and not-so-mean" list, I was inspired to do the same. And a month or so later, I'm finally doing it! Here are the best/most manageable things I have done recently to move toward cleaner living.
1. Read: Awareness doesn't equal change, but it's a very important first step. The most significant books I have read in this area are Serve God, Save the Planet and Everyday Justice. These books made me really think about the importance of conservation and worry about if the person who made my shirt earned a fair wage. I also just finished reading Salt, Sugar, Fat: How the Food Giants Hooked Us. It was really eye-opening to think about how much processed food fills our lives. If you've been around me in the past month, chances are I brought it up!
2. Cloth diapers: Perhaps the most significant change we've made in past year has been plunging into cloth diapering. Not only have we saved a lot of money, we have reduced a TON of garbage. I hate to think about all those thousands of Juliana's diapers we hauled out to the trash over 2.5 years. I was hesitant to switch to cloth with Juliana because it all seemed so daunting. But really it has been much easier than I thought. Yes, there is more laundry (and hauling buckets of hot water to the washer), but once it's part of the routine it's not too much more work.
3. Fair trade coffee: Sometimes even when you recognize a problem (like people not receiving a fair wage), it's hard to know what to do about it. Where do you even start? For me, buying fair trade coffee is a really easy place to start. It is readily available - even decaf - and in most of the varieties you are already accustomed to. It is a switch that requires very little sacrifice or even change. It costs a little more than a big canister of the cheapest brands, but you can enjoy knowing that the people who grew and processed your coffee are able to live off the wages they make.
4. Moving to reusable: I was happy to notice 3/4 of our roll of paper towels is still left -the one I opened when we moved in five months ago. I have realized it is just as easy to reach for a rag as for a paper towel. We almost always use reusable shopping bags, and we try to remember to bring plastic containers whenever we plan to get take-out. I also have some super handy reusable produce bags my sister made (out of sheer curtains from Goodwill). I have a harder time remembering to keep them with me, but I love cutting down on the tons of plastic bags that end up under our counter. Recycling is great - reducing is even better!
5. Ethical shopping guide: This guide is a handy list of some "ethical" companies I have used for finding toys (I discovered Hape toys which makes some great, creative toys) and clothing. It is hard for me to spend $30 on a shirt when I'd prefer $8 at Ross, but I remind myself that when I am buying fair trade, my money is actually going toward fair wages and decent working conditions, while my great savings are at the expense of someone else. Paying a fair price for clothing also makes me really consider what I buy. Instead of buying three cheap things, I choose to buy one fair trade item and be content with the rest of my wardrobe.
6. Homemade stock from veggie scraps: This is so easy and such a good idea, I wish I had started doing this before! Instead of throwing those carrot peels and bean ends in the trash, just put them in a plastic bag in the freezer. Once your bag is full, use your scraps to make an easy vegetable stock. Freeze it in 1-2 cup servings for easy use!
7. Cleaning with vinegar: I started using vinegar to clean a few years ago, and now it's pretty much all I use. Vinegar has great antibacterial properties, is safe in the hands of a 3yr old, and the smell evaporates when it dries. Safe, cheap, effective, and all purpose! For some heavier scrubbing, use some baking soda as well. If you don't like the smell, add a little bit of orange essential oil to your spray bottle.
8. Making bread: I have always loved bread and was making it pretty consistently before becoming pregnant with Adalyn, when all kitchen activity ceased for a while, and since then I could never find the time to make it work. Thanks to a breadmaker passed on from teammates, making bread has now become manageable again. It only takes a few minutes to throw all the ingredients into the bread machine. I don't make all our bread, but I have been making more of it.
9. Honey-Garlic-Lemon Shots: I'm not a person who shuns medicine. I think it can be very helpful for things, but I do like to find natural remedies when I'm able to. We dealt with a lot of sickness while back in the States, but I've been able to stave off several colds with this remedy. It's likely that plain raw garlic would do the trick too, but this mixture makes it a little more palatable - though no less potent! Maybe just don't try this if you have an important interview or first date in the next 24 hours.
10. Live in China: Solid, practical advice for everyone, right? One of the things I appreciate about our life in China is that it is easier (at least in some ways) to live more simply and more naturally. Fresh fruits and veggies are a 5 minute walk away. We do a lot of biking and walking (although I've heard that one international air trip is equal to about 4 months of driving in ecological terms, so we aren't off the hook there!). We can't buy a lot of cans and mixes (or they are very expensive) so I have to make things from scratch. Clothes dryers and dish washers aren't an option. We don't have A/C. We don't have a huge house to fill - no attics, basements, or sheds. And moving every few years keeps you very aware of how much you really have
I still have a long way to go. I don't love cooking and value convenience, so eliminating processed foods is hard. I still buy chocolate that I know was likely made with child labor (aka. most chocolate brands). I buy something for the kids because I really want to even though they really don't need it. We still produce a lot of garbage. But with each step I make in the right direction, the next step on the journey becomes a little bit easier!
What are some manageable changes you have made toward more natural, just living?
Sunday, July 13, 2014
Thursday, June 5, 2014
Top 10 Reasons I’m Glad to Stay in China this Summer
Though we came to China nine years ago, this will actually be our first summer in China! It seems crazy, but when I think about it I guess it makes sense. The first four years we needed to return to the States for master’s classes. When we were both teaching pre-children, the school paid for both of our tickets home, so why not go? The year after Juliana was born we wanted to return because some family and friends still hadn’t gotten to meet her. The following year in language school we originally planned to stay, but after many family members expressed interest in coming to visit, we decided it would be easier and cheaper all around for us to return instead. Last summer we were starting our home leave, and that leaves this summer - our first in China!
While we just returned from the States not long ago, it is strange to hear friends and teammates counting down the days, talking about the things they will do (and eat, of course!) in America and realizing it will be another year until we are back. There are some reasons I'm not excited about staying for the summer, lack of A/C being one of them. Not only will all our students be gone, but many of our foreign friends are leaving too. As friends prepare for their departure, however, I've been thinking about the reasons why it will be good to spend the summer in China.
1) Connecting with neighbors. As the weather gets hotter and very few homes have A/C, people spend more and more time outside. Particularly in the evenings, our neighbors come out to to walk, pick mulberries from the nearby trees, wash their cars, and watch their children play. We are getting to see some of the kids Juliana's age who are usually in Kindergarten (starting at age 3) all day, as well as their parents who work during the day. All the little babies are coming out of their winter hiding as well - although still well padded against the 90F weather.
While most of our friends and co-workers will be gone, we are happy that a few foreign friends will still be around. We are looking forward to spending time with them and getting to know them better. A few students have also said they will stay the summer and are excited we will be here as well.
2) No travel and no jet-lag! Well, that's not quite true. We are planning to do a little traveling within China. I need to take Adalyn on a short trip to Beijing for a vaccination we can't get here. We may go to a neighboring province with Kevin's past student Brian, and we may spend a little time in Xi'an to get away and see some past students there. But no international travel, no 12 hr jet lag, no foreign germs, and no major sleep changes for children! That will definitely make things easier.
3) Greater health. We can't ever seem to spend time in America without gaining weight (and not just including the times I've been growing a baby!). There are so many good foods we have missed that we over-indulge. Walking and biking to get places aren't practical where our families live, so we spend lots of time in the car and little time being active. No matter how hot it is, we don't have much choice here - if we want to go anywhere we need to do at least some walking or biking plus our five flights of stairs. We'll probably make a trip across town to Dairy Queen and eat pizza a little more often this summer, but I'm hopeful we can stay more on track with our health goals.
4) Saving money. International tickets are expensive. The school would pay for Kevin's ticket, but paying for mine and Juliana's still adds up quickly. And I don't know if you've noticed, but America is expensive. Flying from California to Georgia. Filling up the car with gas (over and over) as we drive around visiting family and friends. Eating out with friends, buying cereal... When we first came to China we would always think, "How much would this be in dollars?" Now when we return to America we mentally convert into RMB. "Apples are HOW much a pound? That's like 3x what we pay!" Milk and cheese are undoubtedly more expensive here; just about everything else is cheaper.
5) Productivity. We'll see how much actually happens, since heat can be a real energy-zapper. I always have great plans for our breaks. But even though we'll have more free time, there will still be laundry and cooking and taking care of children and all those normal things that can take up a whole day. I'm trying to keep my list reasonable. #1: Organize the entire house ...that sort of thing.
6) Maintaining perspective. It's amazing how fast my idea of "normal" can change. When we are here, I think, "Wow, we have so much stuff. We have so much more than even our middle class neighbors with similar size apartments." But not long after I return to America I start thinking, "Our apartment is pretty small. I wish we had a backyard. Look at these fun toys Juliana would enjoy. Maybe I should buy another shirt. Well, you know, everyone drinks Starbucks." While I still have to constantly fight against the urge to accumulate, it is so much easier to maintain a simple lifestyle here!
7) Seeing my parents. What we will really miss is seeing our family and friends and In-n-Out. We can't do much about In-n-Out, and we will still miss most of our loved ones, but happily my parents are coming here to visit! My mom is going to be doing a Summer Teaching Program with ELIC, so she will be teaching in Harbin (northeast) for the summer. Beforehand she is coming to spend about a week with us, and afterwards my dad will meet up with her and they will come for several weeks in August.
8) Consistency. We love for our kids to experience normal American summers - swimming, libraries, corn-on-the-cob and all. But the transitions back and forth between worlds is wearing. It will be nice to just stay in our own home with our own routines and lifestyle. It will also be nice for Juliana to not be transitioning back to China just as she starts Chinese kindergarten in the fall.
9) Rain, apple trees, and an Expat 4th of July. There are some things we miss by being gone during the summer. Yinchuan gets very little rain: the average precipitation for Nov-April is 0.6 inches. However, the average rainfall in July-August is 3.7 inches! Living on the edge of the desert has really made us appreciate rain! Right now we are yielding the wealth of mulberries, and we just heard that during the summer the apple trees on campus ripen. Who doesn't love free apples? And even though we will be in China, we will be able to have a 4th of July picnic with other American expats who will still be around.
10) [Relative] peace and quiet. Our school is on the outer edge of town, so the area is pretty calm. Our apartment is right next to the main thoroughfare between one of the campus gates and the campus stores and one dining hall. All day long, but especially at nap-times, delivery trucks clang and bang and honk their way by, with extra rattling as they plow over the speed bump directly under our windows. I will miss having the campus stores open, but I won't miss the noisy trucks. The campus will also be eerily empty as most of the 20,000 students will be gone. Of course, the school may choose summertime to step up the nearby construction, so we'll just have to see how all the peace and quiet actually works out!
There are a lot of things I will miss about being in America this summer, but it will be a good opportunity to have some new summer experiences in China!
Linking up with Velvet Ashes (http://velvetashes.com/the-grove-top-ten/)
While we just returned from the States not long ago, it is strange to hear friends and teammates counting down the days, talking about the things they will do (and eat, of course!) in America and realizing it will be another year until we are back. There are some reasons I'm not excited about staying for the summer, lack of A/C being one of them. Not only will all our students be gone, but many of our foreign friends are leaving too. As friends prepare for their departure, however, I've been thinking about the reasons why it will be good to spend the summer in China.
1) Connecting with neighbors. As the weather gets hotter and very few homes have A/C, people spend more and more time outside. Particularly in the evenings, our neighbors come out to to walk, pick mulberries from the nearby trees, wash their cars, and watch their children play. We are getting to see some of the kids Juliana's age who are usually in Kindergarten (starting at age 3) all day, as well as their parents who work during the day. All the little babies are coming out of their winter hiding as well - although still well padded against the 90F weather.
While most of our friends and co-workers will be gone, we are happy that a few foreign friends will still be around. We are looking forward to spending time with them and getting to know them better. A few students have also said they will stay the summer and are excited we will be here as well.
2) No travel and no jet-lag! Well, that's not quite true. We are planning to do a little traveling within China. I need to take Adalyn on a short trip to Beijing for a vaccination we can't get here. We may go to a neighboring province with Kevin's past student Brian, and we may spend a little time in Xi'an to get away and see some past students there. But no international travel, no 12 hr jet lag, no foreign germs, and no major sleep changes for children! That will definitely make things easier.
3) Greater health. We can't ever seem to spend time in America without gaining weight (and not just including the times I've been growing a baby!). There are so many good foods we have missed that we over-indulge. Walking and biking to get places aren't practical where our families live, so we spend lots of time in the car and little time being active. No matter how hot it is, we don't have much choice here - if we want to go anywhere we need to do at least some walking or biking plus our five flights of stairs. We'll probably make a trip across town to Dairy Queen and eat pizza a little more often this summer, but I'm hopeful we can stay more on track with our health goals.
4) Saving money. International tickets are expensive. The school would pay for Kevin's ticket, but paying for mine and Juliana's still adds up quickly. And I don't know if you've noticed, but America is expensive. Flying from California to Georgia. Filling up the car with gas (over and over) as we drive around visiting family and friends. Eating out with friends, buying cereal... When we first came to China we would always think, "How much would this be in dollars?" Now when we return to America we mentally convert into RMB. "Apples are HOW much a pound? That's like 3x what we pay!" Milk and cheese are undoubtedly more expensive here; just about everything else is cheaper.
5) Productivity. We'll see how much actually happens, since heat can be a real energy-zapper. I always have great plans for our breaks. But even though we'll have more free time, there will still be laundry and cooking and taking care of children and all those normal things that can take up a whole day. I'm trying to keep my list reasonable. #1: Organize the entire house ...that sort of thing.
6) Maintaining perspective. It's amazing how fast my idea of "normal" can change. When we are here, I think, "Wow, we have so much stuff. We have so much more than even our middle class neighbors with similar size apartments." But not long after I return to America I start thinking, "Our apartment is pretty small. I wish we had a backyard. Look at these fun toys Juliana would enjoy. Maybe I should buy another shirt. Well, you know, everyone drinks Starbucks." While I still have to constantly fight against the urge to accumulate, it is so much easier to maintain a simple lifestyle here!
7) Seeing my parents. What we will really miss is seeing our family and friends and In-n-Out. We can't do much about In-n-Out, and we will still miss most of our loved ones, but happily my parents are coming here to visit! My mom is going to be doing a Summer Teaching Program with ELIC, so she will be teaching in Harbin (northeast) for the summer. Beforehand she is coming to spend about a week with us, and afterwards my dad will meet up with her and they will come for several weeks in August.
8) Consistency. We love for our kids to experience normal American summers - swimming, libraries, corn-on-the-cob and all. But the transitions back and forth between worlds is wearing. It will be nice to just stay in our own home with our own routines and lifestyle. It will also be nice for Juliana to not be transitioning back to China just as she starts Chinese kindergarten in the fall.
9) Rain, apple trees, and an Expat 4th of July. There are some things we miss by being gone during the summer. Yinchuan gets very little rain: the average precipitation for Nov-April is 0.6 inches. However, the average rainfall in July-August is 3.7 inches! Living on the edge of the desert has really made us appreciate rain! Right now we are yielding the wealth of mulberries, and we just heard that during the summer the apple trees on campus ripen. Who doesn't love free apples? And even though we will be in China, we will be able to have a 4th of July picnic with other American expats who will still be around.
10) [Relative] peace and quiet. Our school is on the outer edge of town, so the area is pretty calm. Our apartment is right next to the main thoroughfare between one of the campus gates and the campus stores and one dining hall. All day long, but especially at nap-times, delivery trucks clang and bang and honk their way by, with extra rattling as they plow over the speed bump directly under our windows. I will miss having the campus stores open, but I won't miss the noisy trucks. The campus will also be eerily empty as most of the 20,000 students will be gone. Of course, the school may choose summertime to step up the nearby construction, so we'll just have to see how all the peace and quiet actually works out!
There are a lot of things I will miss about being in America this summer, but it will be a good opportunity to have some new summer experiences in China!
Linking up with Velvet Ashes (http://velvetashes.com/the-grove-top-ten/)
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
The Cost
It's nothing, what we do. We like our lives in China. We want to stay here, to raise our children here. I don't know what we would do if we went back to America! We are nothing special. Anyone could do this. It's not that different. It's nothing.
I say these things, and I mean them. Some days I think our lives are so easy. Sure we don't have dishwashers or avacados, but how much does that matter? We can buy cheese in our city! We can talk to our families on Skype! Why do people think this is difficult?
We talk about missing guacamole, but what we truly miss is much harder to express. We miss libraries and t-ball and seeing our own childhood experiences played out in our children's lives. We miss telling friends "See you this weekend" instead of "See you next year." We miss births and weddings and deaths and a thousand ordinary moments in between.
We talk about jetlag, but the upheaval in our lives is deeper than that. When we return "home" we live in someone else's home, and though we love the time with family, we lose the rhythms and routines of our own family, along with some of the sanity that holds us together. We see our children's stress play out in areas like sleep, potty training, and behavior. Our bodies work hard to fight off unfamiliar germs.
We jump in and out of lives, asking friends to suddenly make a place for us in their busy schedules. Some welcome us back so enthusiastically it is as if we were never gone. Some are so busy connection seems impossible; it is as if we never even came home. The years go by and we so gratefully hold the friendships that stand the test of time and distance. Perhaps we will always fear being forgotten. "What ever happened to Kevin and Ruth...they were in China or Japan or something, right? So what is for dinner?"
We leave friends and family behind to come here, yes, but so often we are also the ones also left behind. The ebb and flow of the foreign community is greater than the most transient city. When we try to settle down, to put in roots, we are reminded that we gave up our right to that kind of security. Our clinging fingers are pried off once again. We hold so little control in our own lives.
Packing, unpacking, boxes, suitcases...they are the stuff of our lives. Our clothes go in a new wardrobe, our pictures on another wall, but the transition takes longer than that. Finding the good restaurants and the places to buy vegetables. Finding a new ayi. Meeting new students and neighbors and leaders. Starting over and starting over takes so much time and energy. Weeks and months go by and we wonder at our ineffectiveness.
Some days it is all so easy. But other days...
I watch oh-so-social Juliana deal with the daily frustration of not being able to communicate. She looks disappointedly after a little friend. "I asked him to play with me; why won't he play with me?" She discovers a Chinese writing book and happily says, "Now I can speak Chinese with my ayi!" Her optimism makes my heart ache; I wish it were so easy.
We struggle to get our students to pronounce a sound or just speak English in class. After weeks of pronunciation class, she still can't say the "th" sound. After a semester of culture class, they still think Bush is the president of America. After years of learning English, he can still barely stammer out a sentence. Are we teaching them anything?
We spend months forming a friendship and then he leaves. Or we leave. Or she becomes too busy. We form dozens of acquaintances that never get past the most superficial of questions ("Do you like China? What cities have you visited?"). Or we go deep and explore the real questions of life, but then we hit a wall. Does it matter that we are here?
Some days everything seems to click. We talk to friends. We plan for the future. A neighbor stops seeing us as 'that new foreigner.' We hold a long conversation in Chinese. Juliana excitedly welcomes her now familiar ayi. Our students give an understandable, enthusiastic presentation. We share about things close to our hearts. It all seems worth it.
And on the other days, the harder days - It is worth it too. We are here because we love China. But on the days when we don't, we are here because we love the One who loves China. We are here because we were asked by the One who sacrificed everything. Is there any sacrifice he could ask that would be too great for us to give? Some days the cost seems high, but it is worth it. He is worth it.
I will waste my life
I will be tested and tried
With no regrets inside of me
Just to find I'm at your feet
Just let me find I'm at your feet
I leave my father's house and I leave my mother.
I leave all I have known and I'll have no other
Oh how I love you, and there is no cost
Oh how I love you, and there is no loss...
- Misty Edwards
[This post was inspired by a couple of recent posts I read at Velvet Ashes, a community for women living overseas:The Grove: Sacrifice and From Dr. Pepper to a Big Backyard: A Look at Sacrifice]
I say these things, and I mean them. Some days I think our lives are so easy. Sure we don't have dishwashers or avacados, but how much does that matter? We can buy cheese in our city! We can talk to our families on Skype! Why do people think this is difficult?
We talk about missing guacamole, but what we truly miss is much harder to express. We miss libraries and t-ball and seeing our own childhood experiences played out in our children's lives. We miss telling friends "See you this weekend" instead of "See you next year." We miss births and weddings and deaths and a thousand ordinary moments in between.
We talk about jetlag, but the upheaval in our lives is deeper than that. When we return "home" we live in someone else's home, and though we love the time with family, we lose the rhythms and routines of our own family, along with some of the sanity that holds us together. We see our children's stress play out in areas like sleep, potty training, and behavior. Our bodies work hard to fight off unfamiliar germs.
We jump in and out of lives, asking friends to suddenly make a place for us in their busy schedules. Some welcome us back so enthusiastically it is as if we were never gone. Some are so busy connection seems impossible; it is as if we never even came home. The years go by and we so gratefully hold the friendships that stand the test of time and distance. Perhaps we will always fear being forgotten. "What ever happened to Kevin and Ruth...they were in China or Japan or something, right? So what is for dinner?"
We leave friends and family behind to come here, yes, but so often we are also the ones also left behind. The ebb and flow of the foreign community is greater than the most transient city. When we try to settle down, to put in roots, we are reminded that we gave up our right to that kind of security. Our clinging fingers are pried off once again. We hold so little control in our own lives.
Packing, unpacking, boxes, suitcases...they are the stuff of our lives. Our clothes go in a new wardrobe, our pictures on another wall, but the transition takes longer than that. Finding the good restaurants and the places to buy vegetables. Finding a new ayi. Meeting new students and neighbors and leaders. Starting over and starting over takes so much time and energy. Weeks and months go by and we wonder at our ineffectiveness.
Some days it is all so easy. But other days...
I watch oh-so-social Juliana deal with the daily frustration of not being able to communicate. She looks disappointedly after a little friend. "I asked him to play with me; why won't he play with me?" She discovers a Chinese writing book and happily says, "Now I can speak Chinese with my ayi!" Her optimism makes my heart ache; I wish it were so easy.
We struggle to get our students to pronounce a sound or just speak English in class. After weeks of pronunciation class, she still can't say the "th" sound. After a semester of culture class, they still think Bush is the president of America. After years of learning English, he can still barely stammer out a sentence. Are we teaching them anything?
We spend months forming a friendship and then he leaves. Or we leave. Or she becomes too busy. We form dozens of acquaintances that never get past the most superficial of questions ("Do you like China? What cities have you visited?"). Or we go deep and explore the real questions of life, but then we hit a wall. Does it matter that we are here?
Some days everything seems to click. We talk to friends. We plan for the future. A neighbor stops seeing us as 'that new foreigner.' We hold a long conversation in Chinese. Juliana excitedly welcomes her now familiar ayi. Our students give an understandable, enthusiastic presentation. We share about things close to our hearts. It all seems worth it.
And on the other days, the harder days - It is worth it too. We are here because we love China. But on the days when we don't, we are here because we love the One who loves China. We are here because we were asked by the One who sacrificed everything. Is there any sacrifice he could ask that would be too great for us to give? Some days the cost seems high, but it is worth it. He is worth it.
I will waste my life
I will be tested and tried
With no regrets inside of me
Just to find I'm at your feet
Just let me find I'm at your feet
I leave my father's house and I leave my mother.
I leave all I have known and I'll have no other
Oh how I love you, and there is no cost
Oh how I love you, and there is no loss...
- Misty Edwards
[This post was inspired by a couple of recent posts I read at Velvet Ashes, a community for women living overseas:The Grove: Sacrifice and From Dr. Pepper to a Big Backyard: A Look at Sacrifice]
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Our First Home School
We usually start our school day with songs. Except some days we start with role call. It wouldn't really be necessary ("Juliana?" Check. "Adalyn?" Check.), except you know that Juliana can't stand being the only one in school, so she likes to invite imaginary friends. We have had anywhere from two to ten imaginary friends at our school, either Little People characters ("There is Sara Lynn and there is Michael.") or her own crazy creations ("And over there are Jubia and Sadgee."). Either way, she expects me to remember their names and locations.
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| Juliana's self portrait for her "All About Me" book. She has long, long hair like Rapunzel. She also included blood and throw up to make it more fun. |
After songs we talk about which day of the week it is and sometimes sing a terribly annoying kindergarten song cleverly entitled "Days of the Week." Juliana loves it. Then we talk about the month of the year, and Juliana says, "It's STILL April??" I recently told Juliana there are four months in the year. Now I try to finish my coffee before we start school.
We are working on memorizing Psalm 23, something we started about a year ago but then woefully neglected. Juliana has gotten to the end of verse four, but sometimes she gets distracted.
"The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures like at Yaya and Grandpa's house because pastures means GRASS and I liked to lie down on the grass with Melissa except that the dog would want to come outside and she would make him go inside.
He leads me by quiet waters but not IN the water because that would be silly and if we lie down in the water we'll get all WET.
He bestores my soul..."
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| Juliana with her bone-body. An all-tile bathroom is handy. |
Our activities are rather varied depending on the theme, but in general they involve a lot of cutting and glue, because nothing says "school" to Juliana like a nice messy craft. Sometimes I come up with good ideas. Sometimes we watch youtube videos of little kids dancing and try to imitate them. I figure this is all good practice for me for the day when I actually *have* to teach Juliana and she's actually supposed to learn something.
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| Juliana counting and eating "apples" off her apple tree. The apples are actually raisins, so that's a little confusing. Nonetheless, Juliana thought it was great and wanted to do it every day. |
Monday - letter identification and writing practice, discovering items starting with the letter
Tuesday - some kind of activity related to the theme. This week was "earth" and we have been watching some of BBC's Planet Earth series. So interesting! Juliana enjoys the darker sides of nature ("Can we watch the fire again? I want to see the part when the big tree falls. Look, he's eating that animal - hahaha!"). Hmm.
Wednesday - a virtue or Bible character (I had her dolls act out "attitude" and "caring"...naturally she enjoyed the dramatization of bad attitudes and for a while afterwards I would hear her dolls saying, in the silly voice I used, "Was that a good attitude or a bad attitude?")
Thursday - animal starting with that letter.
Friday - well, sometimes we just don't get to Friday because by then I'm too tired to think of something. I have plans of making this a "free day" where Juliana can decide what she wants to learn about. She'll probably say apples.
Our school is pretty simple, but Juliana seems to like it. Every day she asks, "When are we going to do school? Are we all done with school? Can we do more school?" Now if only she can keep up that attitude for the next 20-so years...
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| Doggie Juliana is grateful for her one real classmate. |
Saturday, March 22, 2014
6 Months Old
We hear Adalyn's little happy waking noises through the monitor, and Juliana runs in shouting, "She's awake! Her little eyes are open! I'm here baby Adalyn! Don't cry, I'm right here!" Adalyn looks up from examining her hand or talking to the shadows to give a giant sisterly smile. Her chubby little cheeks are pink and the tired lines around her eyes are gone, even after a standard 45 minute cat-nap. I pick her up and kiss her soft chin, which always makes her giggle.
At six months old, Adalyn is just as sweet as ever. She is generally quiet and contented, and she charms everyone with her smiles. Here is what is happening in her life at six months.
Sleep: Adalyn usually goes to bed around 7:30pm and wakes up around 7am. We've had some rough patches lately, but right now she is back to normal, usually waking up twice a night. She nurses and usually falls back to sleep pretty easily. If she is restless in the early morning, I bring her into our bed.
Naps: Adalyn is still a pretty consistent 45 minute cat-napper. She has taken several longer naps recently, and while I hope it is a pattern, I think it has more to do with a bit of a cold. She usually ready to nap after about 2hrs of wakefulness, so she takes 3 or sometimes 4 naps a day. I'd like her naps to be longer, but it seems to work for her.
Nursing: I'm not really sure how often Adalyn nurses during the day since I really don't pay that much attention. It seems like usually she can go for 3hrs or more without complaining, but many times I will nurse her more often if she needs to nap or we are going out. While there is definitely less spit up than there used to be, Adalyn still spits up quite regularly. I can't remember how long I should expect that to last!
Solids: I've been waiting until after 6 months to start solids. I was really eager to start with Juliana, but this time I don't feel such a rush. We are thinking about doing "Baby Led Weaning," a sort of strange name for giving your baby pieces of "normal", age appropriate food instead of purees. The idea is for them to get used to textures from the beginning, thus becoming more accepting of a variety of foods. It also helps them to self-regulate - and it sounds easier than making lots of purees!
Playtime: Adalyn loves to eat her toys. She lies on the floor playing with them and at mealtimes sits in her highchair throwing them on the floor. Her favorites are probably a set of plastic keys, a plastic bath book, and a play food ice cream cone. Juliana also enjoys Adalyn's toys and frequently takes them. We are already having many talks about toy sharing.
Motor skills: Adalyn is getting better at sitting up, although she still only lasts for a short time before losing her balance. She rolled over once almost two months ago and still hasn't done it again! She gets close, but she still seems happy with rocking from side to side on her back or “swimming” on her belly. I guess that's what comes of having a very contented baby! While rolling doesn't seem to be a priority, Adalyn loves standing! She doesn't have the balance, of course, but she can support herself for long periods of time.
Biggest challenge this age: Well, you know, not enough sleep is always a challenge! Otherwise, I feel like at this age Adalyn gets frustrated by not being able to sit up well and be more adventurous in her play. It seems like Juliana was a lot happier when she could sit up and play and when she got more mobile.
Favorite part of this age: I enjoy seeing Adalyn's personality continue to develop. She loves watching her sister play and gives her lots of smiles. She also puts up with a lot from her! Juliana likes sitting on Adalyn (straddling her stomach), which seems like a bad idea except that Adalyn just smiles and laughs. She is very interested in different people and either gives them big smiles or intense stares. And she is still very interested in examing the world with her huge eyes!
Friday, March 7, 2014
Super-mom in China
I've just about gotten the bundling process down to a science.
1. Ask Juliana 5 times to go potty and wash hands.
2. Set Adalyn on the living room rug near the floor.
3. Get everyone's coats, gloves, and hats and pile them by the door.
4. Find Juliana from wherever she has gotten waylaid and put on her coat and hat.
5. Put on my own coat and hat.
6. Set Adalyn inside her winter outfit with the legs in but arms still out so she doesn't get upset.
7. Help Juliana with her boots.
8. Try to keep Juliana in dirty boots near the doorway (we don't wear shoes inside in China).
9. Zip up Adalyn's winter outfit and put on her hat.
10. Quickly put on my own boots while Adalyn cries.
11. Find Juliana's hat which was just on her head two minutes ago!
12. Check for keys and walk out the door,
13. Unlock the door again because I have forgotten the rag and Adalyn just spit up all over me.
14. Head down the stairs counting for Juliana on the way down (approximately 64).
Usually I have Adalyn in the Ergo, which involves a couple of other steps in the middle, but we just got a new stroller for Adalyn so I decided to try it out today. Naturally, since I was bringing a stroller Juliana also wanted to bring her dolly and dolly stroller. Fine, whatever. One large stroller, one dolly stroller, one dolly, one baby, and one 3 year old who wants to hold a hand down five flights of stairs. No one was injured. I might be Super-Mom.
Of course the sight of a big eyed foreign baby in a stroller alongside a blond haired foreign girl walking her own stroller was quite a hit. We generated lots of attention. Juliana didn't mind.
I realized that in the past three weeks we have been back not one person we've met outside has told me Adalyn isn't wearing enough clothes. Either my parenting skills have drastically improved since Juliana, or this is not really China. I'm starting to think they don't really care about her! Someone, please scold me! Oh well, there's always tomorrow.
Thursday, February 20, 2014
One Week In
We arrived in Yinchuan just over a week ago and I'd say we are fairing pretty well. The trip went smoothly. Adalyn cried inconsolably for half the trip to the airport, but then she hardly cried the rest of the trip. She is still small enough to be content sleeping, nursing, and checking out all the new sights. Juliana slept the first part of the flight and then enjoyed watching cartoons most of the rest of the time. She had a few meltdowns by the end of the trip, but overall she did well. When we arrived in Beijing, we suffered a little anxiety when none of our bags appeared. Fortunately after some investigation they tracked them down wandering around the airport somewhere, and we were once again reunited.
The day after we arrived, we were able to get the same movers from last time to transfer our things to our new apartment. Unpacking is fortunately much easier and faster than packing, even though I wished we had half as much stuff. One week in, everything is pretty well unpacked although it's still a bit messy. Juliana's room is in the best shape - she even has pictures on the wall. The living room is looking good and the kitchen is relatively organized - I have even started cooking on my fancy two burner stove!
This has probably been our easiest yet experience with jetlag, at least post-children. After sleeping at the beginning of the flight, Juliana stayed awake the entire day of travel and finally collapsed close to her normal bedtime. She just had a couple of days of waking up at4:30am. Adalyn had a couple of nights in bed with us semi-constantly nursing and then she has gone back to her good sleeping - more 7hr stretches! Strangely, both kids have had the most problems with naps! Juliana hasn't wanted to nap at all, and Adalyn has been attempting some 5-10 minute naps. It seems rather unusual for jetlag.
Both of the kids started coughing and sniffling as soon as we started traveling, and by the time we arrived it was apparent they both had colds. Somehow Kevin and I managed to avoid them, and the girls are now both doing better. Kevin has started in on a sore throat, though, either from cold or allergies.
We are enjoying our new apartment. It is spacious and has lots of good light. The previous occupant (whom we knew) left things super clean, so our move in was much different from last time - no grime, no random knickknacks and Chinese boy-band posters, and NO MOLD! The kitchen is much nicer than in our last apartment with real counters and cabinets, plus a little pantry! I also appreciate the large laundry porch with laundry poles that lower and raise. They have been getting lots of use since everything we packed smelled pretty dusty and musty and the tiny washer has been working overtime.
The campus we live on is at the very edge of town, but there are still plenty of restaurants outside the gate. Just outside our apartment is a little playground (there are hardly any in China outside of kindergartens, so this is particularly special!) right next to a vegetable shop. It's super handy to have vegetables, eggs, tofu, and even frozen chicken pieces just a few minutes away. We also learned that the new milk delivery man delivers fresh milk twice a week right to our building!
And even better than a playground - Juliana's good friends (3 and 5 yr old boys) now live just across the hallway! She is thrilled, and I see lots of coming and goings in the future! I realized that all her friends in America were girls, and there was certainly a lot of princess play this fall. Juliana is still enamored with princesses, but I'm not sad to add trucks, trains, and dinosaurs to the mix.
Next week Kevin (and possibly me, we're still not sure) will start teaching Business English and Pronunciation. We are happy to be settled back into our own apartment and excited to get back into a regular routine. As I write that, I think, "Who gets excited about routine?" but it's true - after seven months away, I am happy to be settled in our China home again.
The day after we arrived, we were able to get the same movers from last time to transfer our things to our new apartment. Unpacking is fortunately much easier and faster than packing, even though I wished we had half as much stuff. One week in, everything is pretty well unpacked although it's still a bit messy. Juliana's room is in the best shape - she even has pictures on the wall. The living room is looking good and the kitchen is relatively organized - I have even started cooking on my fancy two burner stove!
This has probably been our easiest yet experience with jetlag, at least post-children. After sleeping at the beginning of the flight, Juliana stayed awake the entire day of travel and finally collapsed close to her normal bedtime. She just had a couple of days of waking up at4:30am. Adalyn had a couple of nights in bed with us semi-constantly nursing and then she has gone back to her good sleeping - more 7hr stretches! Strangely, both kids have had the most problems with naps! Juliana hasn't wanted to nap at all, and Adalyn has been attempting some 5-10 minute naps. It seems rather unusual for jetlag.
Both of the kids started coughing and sniffling as soon as we started traveling, and by the time we arrived it was apparent they both had colds. Somehow Kevin and I managed to avoid them, and the girls are now both doing better. Kevin has started in on a sore throat, though, either from cold or allergies.
We are enjoying our new apartment. It is spacious and has lots of good light. The previous occupant (whom we knew) left things super clean, so our move in was much different from last time - no grime, no random knickknacks and Chinese boy-band posters, and NO MOLD! The kitchen is much nicer than in our last apartment with real counters and cabinets, plus a little pantry! I also appreciate the large laundry porch with laundry poles that lower and raise. They have been getting lots of use since everything we packed smelled pretty dusty and musty and the tiny washer has been working overtime.
The campus we live on is at the very edge of town, but there are still plenty of restaurants outside the gate. Just outside our apartment is a little playground (there are hardly any in China outside of kindergartens, so this is particularly special!) right next to a vegetable shop. It's super handy to have vegetables, eggs, tofu, and even frozen chicken pieces just a few minutes away. We also learned that the new milk delivery man delivers fresh milk twice a week right to our building!
And even better than a playground - Juliana's good friends (3 and 5 yr old boys) now live just across the hallway! She is thrilled, and I see lots of coming and goings in the future! I realized that all her friends in America were girls, and there was certainly a lot of princess play this fall. Juliana is still enamored with princesses, but I'm not sad to add trucks, trains, and dinosaurs to the mix.
Next week Kevin (and possibly me, we're still not sure) will start teaching Business English and Pronunciation. We are happy to be settled back into our own apartment and excited to get back into a regular routine. As I write that, I think, "Who gets excited about routine?" but it's true - after seven months away, I am happy to be settled in our China home again.
Monday, December 30, 2013
My Year in Books
I read a lot. You might call me a compulsive reader because I find it hard to not be in the process of reading at least one book at any given time. One time on a trip (before I had a Kindle...or children, so I actually had a chance to read on trips) I finished the one book I brought and had no other choice than to start reading it again.
This year I decided to keep track of the books I read. I have read more than (post-children) normal this year because the first half of the year I spent a lot of time reading to try to distract myself from throwing up, and the last part of the year I spent a lot of time reading while nursing in the middle of the night. Night wakings are slightly easier if you at least have an interesting book to read! So here are my 2013 book statistics:
59 - total books read
30 - number of that total that were re-reads
4 - nonfiction books
25 - Amazon free books
4 - books purchased
I did not include in my total books that I started but didn't finish (some of the books are free because they are really terrible), books I read parts of (because I do that), books I referenced (like sections of parenting books), or children's books.
As you probably notice from my statistics, I don't read much non-fiction. It's not that I dislike nonfiction, I just like fiction a lot more. :) Generally the non-fiction books I like the most are ones that tell a story. The non-fiction books I read this year were all related to topics I find particularly interesting. Since there are only four, I will tell you what they were:
1. A Year of Biblical Womanhood
2. Ina May's Guide to Childbirth
3. The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding
4. Everyday Justice
You will also notice that I like to re-read books. A lot. My favorite books (Christy, Til We Have Faces, The Little House books...) I re-read almost every year. Some people have a hard time understanding this, but it makes perfect sense to me. I love drinking coffee every day, I never seem to get tired of chocolate, and I like talking to the same friends year after year. Familiar books become a part of your life like a friend or a favorite food, so that you start to really miss them after a long absence. If I had to choose between only reading new books or only re-reading books, I would have to choose re-reading. (And I have already read a lot of books in my lifetime, so I'd have a pretty decent size collection to choose from.)
Because of my voracious reading habits, I get a lot of use out of my kindle. I hardly ever need to buy books because there are so many free ones. Admittedly, I read some and think, "Good thing this was free, because it would not have been worth spending money on." But a number are decent and some are actually quite good. We also have access to digital books from three different library systems. While at home, I also enjoyed a selection from my family's extensive home library.
If you were to read one book I read this year, I would most recommend Everyday Justice: The Global Impact of our Daily Choices. This is the book that will have the biggest impact on how I live. Julie Clawson examines the impact of our consumer choices in several different areas (coffee, chocolate, cars, clothes, waste...). This book causes you to confront the reality of modern-day slavery, unfair labor practices, environmental hazards, and to acknowledge the ways we contribute to these systemic injustices in our every day choices. Working to live ethically can easily be overwhelming, but the author encourages us to start small and make manageable changes rather than throw up our hands in guilty resignation. So...read it!
What book from your year of reading would you most recommend? What are you most looking forward to reading next year?
What book from your year of reading would you most recommend? What are you most looking forward to reading next year?
Saturday, December 21, 2013
3 Months Old
I'll probably say
this with each new age, but it's hard to believe Adalyn is already 3
months old! That is a fourth of a year! The other day we saw a
two-week-old baby at church, and Adalyn looked so much bigger and
older than him, even though it seems like she was just two weeks old
herself.
Here is the lowdown
on 3 month old Adalyn.
Nursing: She nurses
about every 2.5-3 hours during the day, although sometimes more in
the evening. She also nurses around 3x a night. I know I've done this before, but it is amazing how
much easier nursing is once you get past those first weeks. She has
now started getting distracted during nursing by wanting to smile and
talk. She still spits up a LOT. I think I read somewhere that
spitting up peaks around 4 months, in which case we're in trouble!
Sleeping: Well,
she's still way ahead of Juliana, but her glory days of sleeping seem
to have gotten left behind in Georgia. She has been going to bed
earlier (between 8 and 9pm) and sleeps 3-5 hours at the beginning.
Unfortunately the 5 hour segments have been relatively few lately.
After that, she usually sleeps 1-2.5 hours at a time. 2.5 hours I
can live with - 1 hour is rough. She sleeps in a bassinet beside the
bed until early morning when she gets very restless and I bring her
into our bed. Last night she only woke up once between 9pm and 6am,
though! It was pretty great.
Naptime: We swaddle
Adalyn up and she usually goes to sleep very quickly - like seriously
within a minute or two. We have been working on stretching out her
30-45 minute catnaps with varied success. At bedtime she usually
can't stay awake through nursing, but at naptime I've been putting
her down while she's semi-awake. In theory, that's supposed to help
a lot. We've started using white noise at naptimes to drown out a
certain noise maker who likes to yell very loudly or come in to check
on her baby.
Temperament: She is
still such a contented baby. The other day we spent two hours
teaching Chinese to second graders, and Adalyn just hung out in our
arms the whole time, sleeping a little, looking around, and hardly
making a noise. She likes to look around and observe the world. She
is happiest when she first wakes up or just after she nurses - she
gives lots of big smiles and carries on long conversations of sweet
gurgles and coos.
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| Craning her head to watch the fan |
Loves: Sucking on
fists, staring at the fan, watching her crazy sister, "standing"
up for long periods of time, talking, listening to Juliana sing
(mostly), cuddling
Hates: A wet diaper,
sitting in an unmoving car, an overenthusiastic fan yelling directly
into her face, inaccessible hands, bathtime (mostly), being on her
tummy
 |
| Why do they do this to me?? |
The best part of
this age is the smiles. Adalyn has a range of delighted smiles,
silly smiles, and - my favorite - the adoring smile. It's the smile
that says, "No one has ever loved you as much as I do," the
one you'd really like to save up for those future days when she
doesn't adore you quite so much. Adalyn has also almost started
laughing. When I tickle her chin or massage her belly, she gives a
big, open-mouthed grin and a little chortle. It's going to be fun
when she starts giggling for real!
The hardest part
about this age is sleep. I think that's usually the hardest part of
the first year. For the first month or two you know you're not going
to get any sleep, but after a few months you forget what it is like
not to be up several times in the middle of the night. It's frustrating to
be dragged from a deep sleep and then by the time you have cared for
baby, be so awake you can't get back to sleep.
Still, she is only
three months old. I certainly never expected her to be sleeping all
night at three months. I will try to promote good sleep habits, and
I will try not to stress about it. And I will enjoy the sweet,
waking-up smiles. She will grow up way too fast!
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| The delighted smile |
Sunday, November 17, 2013
The Case of the Vaseline-Coated Stuffed Animals
By Kevin
It all started with an unusually long nap. Generally, Juliana rests for at least an hour each afternoon in her bed, but these days she only sleeps once or twice a week. Rarely for more than an hour. But today, when she woke up after 45 minutes, I decided to go in and lie down next to her to see if she wanted to sleep a bit longer. Juliana grabbed my hand and drifted back into a deep slumber. So did I. An hour and a half later, I looked at the clock and saw that it was 4:30. This wouldn't bode well for her bedtime routine. So I pulled the blankets off of her and prodded her out of bed.
After shaking out the cobwebs, she was wired, exuberantly running around, screaming, dancing, singing and playing at an abnormally high-intensity level.
After dinner and a bath, Yaya read her some books and we all told her goodnight around 8:30 and Ruth and I started to play a game of 7 Wonders
with her Mom and sisters.
We heard Juliana paging through books a couple times and reminded her that she needed to sleep. After the game was over, she was still rustling around in her bedroom, so I went in to tuck Juliana in a second time. Immediately, my nose began nagging me with a question, "What is the strange, slightly sweet smell emanating from her bed?" Then it hit me. Vaseline.
I hesitated for a moment. "Were you playing with the Vaseline?" I asked. She nodded and looked away, guiltily. "Where is it?"
She rolled over and pointed to the alley of about a dozen stuffed animals, tissues, and various other knick-knacks she's hoarded alongside her bed. "Over there." Grabbing for the mostly empty jar, my hand grazed one of the stuffed animals she's packed around her bed. The elephant was completely coated in goo. It was dripping off of the eyes and soaked into the fur. As was her puppy. And a kitty. And Eeyore. Gross goo was everywhere. I dragged her to the bathroom to wash off her hands and saw a glob in her newly washed hair with dish soap. I asked where else she'd rubbed it. "On my face," she admitted, as I rinsed her off.
"Anywhere else?" I asked.
"Not on my feet. Not on my belly," she said smiling tiredly.
"Did you eat it?"
"No."
"Did you rub it in your eyes?"
"No."
I finished cleaning her up and brought her back to bed, telling her that she was going to have to sleep without a few friends and that if she ever rubs Vaseline on any other toys again she wouldn't get to play with them anymore. She nodded her understanding and I gave her another good-night hug.
Thankfully she's not the first to have turned her stuffed animals into slippery goo-monsters. A Google search for "Cleaning Vaseline from stuffed animals" leads immediately to other similar stories. Seriously, what would we do without the Internet? Grease-removing Dawn, baking soda and hot water seem to have gotten the goo out of the stuffed animals. By the time the goop was out of the animals, she was sound asleep.
Apparently cornstartch or baking soda and grease-removing dish soap and hot water is the way to go with hair. Lemon juice and Dr. Bonner's also seem to be strong contender. I'll have to try that in the morning, because I have a hunch the dish soap didn't get the job done.
I should have taken a picture.
After shaking out the cobwebs, she was wired, exuberantly running around, screaming, dancing, singing and playing at an abnormally high-intensity level.After dinner and a bath, Yaya read her some books and we all told her goodnight around 8:30 and Ruth and I started to play a game of 7 Wonders
with her Mom and sisters.We heard Juliana paging through books a couple times and reminded her that she needed to sleep. After the game was over, she was still rustling around in her bedroom, so I went in to tuck Juliana in a second time. Immediately, my nose began nagging me with a question, "What is the strange, slightly sweet smell emanating from her bed?" Then it hit me. Vaseline.
I hesitated for a moment. "Were you playing with the Vaseline?" I asked. She nodded and looked away, guiltily. "Where is it?"
She rolled over and pointed to the alley of about a dozen stuffed animals, tissues, and various other knick-knacks she's hoarded alongside her bed. "Over there." Grabbing for the mostly empty jar, my hand grazed one of the stuffed animals she's packed around her bed. The elephant was completely coated in goo. It was dripping off of the eyes and soaked into the fur. As was her puppy. And a kitty. And Eeyore. Gross goo was everywhere. I dragged her to the bathroom to wash off her hands and saw a glob in her newly washed hair with dish soap. I asked where else she'd rubbed it. "On my face," she admitted, as I rinsed her off.
"Anywhere else?" I asked.
"Not on my feet. Not on my belly," she said smiling tiredly.
"Did you eat it?"
"No."
"Did you rub it in your eyes?"
"No."
I finished cleaning her up and brought her back to bed, telling her that she was going to have to sleep without a few friends and that if she ever rubs Vaseline on any other toys again she wouldn't get to play with them anymore. She nodded her understanding and I gave her another good-night hug.
Thankfully she's not the first to have turned her stuffed animals into slippery goo-monsters. A Google search for "Cleaning Vaseline from stuffed animals" leads immediately to other similar stories. Seriously, what would we do without the Internet? Grease-removing Dawn, baking soda and hot water seem to have gotten the goo out of the stuffed animals. By the time the goop was out of the animals, she was sound asleep.
Apparently cornstartch or baking soda and grease-removing dish soap and hot water is the way to go with hair. Lemon juice and Dr. Bonner's also seem to be strong contender. I'll have to try that in the morning, because I have a hunch the dish soap didn't get the job done.
I should have taken a picture.
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